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Sunday, October 17, 2004
According to her, I'm always happy. And now I won't see her for a week as she disappears into her routine.
Today I've wasted so far. Achievements include eating too much, being on the computer too much, and talking on the phone.
And a bath. Hot like ice on the skin.
When I come, it's like... My camera pans, but the scene's all at the same time, because it's just a bigger shot taken once as a still. So nothing is really moving except the camera across a canvas. And I'll stare and stare, but no time will pass, and anything that changes is just my internal camera-angle.
Even though the picture's the same, the sound isn't. I lay there with my heart beating its rhythm and my cock stepping out of line like a marcher with a broken ankle. If I focus on the sound, I can travel. The beat of the heart overpowers the other: a sad story of consistency's slow dominance.
My mouth is by now parched open, eyes far away, somewhere five minutes ago. I slowly stop breathing so hard, then look where the world has got to while I've been away. It hasn't changed at all...
How boring.
Today I've wasted so far. Achievements include eating too much, being on the computer too much, and talking on the phone.
And a bath. Hot like ice on the skin.
When I come, it's like... My camera pans, but the scene's all at the same time, because it's just a bigger shot taken once as a still. So nothing is really moving except the camera across a canvas. And I'll stare and stare, but no time will pass, and anything that changes is just my internal camera-angle.
Even though the picture's the same, the sound isn't. I lay there with my heart beating its rhythm and my cock stepping out of line like a marcher with a broken ankle. If I focus on the sound, I can travel. The beat of the heart overpowers the other: a sad story of consistency's slow dominance.
My mouth is by now parched open, eyes far away, somewhere five minutes ago. I slowly stop breathing so hard, then look where the world has got to while I've been away. It hasn't changed at all...
How boring.
